Live it !! Why can't you live your dreams ? This is your one life, your one chance. I never thought I would be Vacationing in Maui, but I'm here and taking advantage of every second. I know things are tough, but I can't live any longer worrying about things I can't control. Set a plan and follow it through...Don't give up!! Make it happen !! Maybe you'll be holding " whatever this thing is" in your hand someday.